Time.

Backsliding terribly.

Gregory and The Hawk.

Someday i'll toss all your presents
and bury the letters left unsent
cause it's bad to do what's easy
just cause it's easy
and i wanna do what pleases me but i can't

the road, she'd roll round the side of the mountain
with nowhere to go
but the heart, we know
when it's needin it's careenin toward being alone

someday i'll find the mind to mend it
and make dry these eyes i've gotten wet
cause it's bad to do whats easy just cause it's easy
i wanna do what pleases me but i can't

the crow, he'd mow half the grass on the knoll
with nowhere to go
but the heart, we know
when it's lovin it's leanin toward being alone

the oats we sow
they could seed on forever with nowhere to grow
but the heart, we know
when it's askin it's exact twin it will not be alone

Malta.

Pretty pretty scenery :D

Went to Malta with the gang during our 2 week summer break. (boo. 2 weeks only :( )

Left gloomy UK to be greeted by this (:

Harbour front in Sliema, right outside our hotel

Spinola Bay in St Julians. So many people owned boats in Malta.

St. Elmo's Fort (if I'm not mistaken. the tour guide was speaking pretty poor English /:)

Chilling.

The city of Valletta, the capital of Malta from across the water (:

The Azure Window in Gozo. So so so pretteh :D 

Tourist ships in the Blue Lagoon. That's the party boat in the middle ;)

Such clear turquoise waters in the Blue Lagoon in Comino. loveeees.

Gorgeous moon at night.

All of us on the boat party.

There were also so many statues everywhere in Valletta.

Rocky beach where we sunbathed.

Sunbathing on the boat!

Food-wise, didn't really like the local food in Malta. We had lots of typical and Italian food instead. That was pretty good. nooooms.

Maltese bread, which was pretty tough and chewy to be honest.

Chicken breast with mushroom cream sauce and potato wedges. Deeeeelish.

Paella with loads of different meat and veges.

Chocolate croissant I had for breakfast everyday.

Had loads of fun (: sun, sea, good company.
Good trip to relax before we all split up for final year.

Booked trip to Malta for August! It's gonna be gooooood :)
I be excited.

Final year! (finally)

Started final year today! (:
First posting was MIP3, placed in Winchester.
Gonna have a pretty busy, packed year.

Everyone left Southampton yesterday, all splitting to their respective places. ):
SO quiet at home now O_o not used to it yet.

Honestly, still can't believe I'm finally in final year :p scary eeks.

(but, excited :D)

Life.

When your dreams and life goals change so much that they set you on separate paths.
But that's life. As you grow up, you find that you don't get to completely control every single aspect of how you'd like your life to play out anymore.

And you just learn how to deal with it :)

Gravity.

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. 
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that,

You're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.